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The Real Title

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The Real Title ( A child's lament )
5/20/17


I was always under the impression that it mattered
what I felt.
And yet you have covered my face in shame.
My feelings are tattered. I drink to hide my pain.

My family would shout and cry.
I will lie and lie and lie.

How can I explain?
How can I complain?
My brain is not right.
My shadows refuse to see light.

My dad died before I was born.
His legacy will be so much better than mine.
The expectation is mighty high.
I can't compete with this guy.
Do you know the pressure you put upon me?
Do you realize what you want me to be?

I will fulfill some secret life.
I will cut through with this silver knife.
I can pretend to live in paradise.
The Sun will burn and I will turn
to you and whisper, "Where
have you been?"

I needed you and you weren't there.
The storm is coming and I am scared.
Who can stand beside me when I bare my soul?
Who will pick up the pieces and make me whole?
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Metal-Raven-Feather's avatar
I feel very heart broken reading this. It's hard to fill the shoes of someone you never knew, and then to have everyone in your life expecting it of you. You certainly portrayed the sadness and suffering, very emotional piece. I hope you're doing well Shepy, it's been a long time since we last spoke.